>>143087You sound a little desperate, Anon. Comparing yourself to others in order to justify not being crazy seems like a pretty bad way to get by in the world. Don't forget, we're less than two-hundred years from the notion that women having sexual thoughts of any kind was a type of madness. Human sexuality is more nuanced than a hardwired desire to procreate. With the rush of good feelings one typically gets from a sexual response, it's no small wonder that people develop unorthodox kinks in their formative years.
Society is a game. It's important to know the rules of that game, but it's equally important to separate that man-made fantasy from your life when the board is put away and everyone has gone home.Take it from someone who 'won.' Having money, influence, and a good image don't mean much at the end of the day when your sense-of-self is a smoldering pile of ashes.
Diapers started out as a sexual kink for me, but have turned into something more resembling therapy. Cheesy as it sounds, they're helping me get comfortable with myself and allowing me to genuinely smile again. If that's all it takes to bring me emotional solace, I consider myself lucky.
Sorry for rambling on there. Have a lovely Saturday.
