>>16393076Even looking at pictures of beautiful women on the internet makes me anxious/ashamed. I can't look at this one singer in particular for more than a few seconds without having to stop.
I stuttered in front of a professor for the first time today.
Getting good grades/approval from professors is the most amazing feeling in the world. That sense of having someone in authority acknowledge that you did well is beyond words. My philosophy professor was impressed by something that I said in class today and that was the highlight of my day.
I'm pretty sure my therapist thinks my father molested me when I was younger.
For the past year and a half, I've been lying to my mother about going out on Friday/Saturday. I tell her I'm out with friends when I'm really getting work done, reading books at a bookstore, going to the movies by myself, or taking a nap in my car. If she ever finds out I'm honestly not sure what's going to happen.
