>>16407258Hey, Anon, this is going to sound weird but I was literally in the same situation as you are judging by your choice of words, when I was younger. I don't know the full story, but what I can tell you is if he made you this upset, and even two times over, he isn't worth chasing, because he will do the same exact thing. He will play with you, you will fall for it, he will say he loves you, and then he will crush you all over again. You'll tell yourself you're broken, you'll mope, you'll try to convince him the relationship is worth salvaging, but he'll brush it off. You may start drinking, and smoking weed, making bad decisions, but I promise the phase passes quickly. Or it did for me, atleast. Took me 6 months to do it, but I was okay. I felt strong, and knew I did the right thing. He tried to get me back again after having a kid with his ex, but I ignored him each time he tried. I want nothing to do with toxic waste. But don't fret, anon, I promise that one day you'll find the one you were destined to be with. I have. I actually found him three years ago, when I was 18. And now we're engaged and living together. We made an LDR work for 5 moths before meeting up and inevitably living together in the course of our first year, and now we've passed year two and are still strong, if not stronger, than before. Hang in there, it's going to be okay.
