>>16409522>>16409522Not really sure. I was just kind of going with the flow.
I knew a girl since before gradeschool through highschool. We were always friends but like not even always close. I had a small crush on her but I wasn't a "popular kid" and she seemed interested in other guys, so I just did my own thing. I went to college. In my second year, she transferred. We hit it off and she said a lot of things. When I thought about it, we did a lot of things together.
One girl was just the girl I talked to in college who's taking the same major as me and we just planned to take classes together. I kind of imagined it "as friends" planning classes together, and didn't think much of it. I mean I've done the same thing with other people and it was just whatever.
My close friends sister. I don't have a sister and I just treated her that way. Let's just leave it there.
A friend I met online. We played a lot of videogames together, talked about common literature interests, feels and whatever. I always kept a realistic distance from her. I let her know I wasn't doing ldr, that she should find someone irl, etc etc etc. She ended up moving near (it was a coincidence. I don't think she's a stalker or anything) because of her dads work. She insists that we hang out every once in a while and visits.
I should add, it's been made painfully obvious that they have feelings for me. I'm pretty shit at this kind of thing.
I frequent a coffee and bread shop. I like it there. I go there to read, write, and stuff. A barista there told me that she noticed I'm there often. She read some of my material and we had some real conversation about it. It was really great. She said we should hang out. I told her I was busy the days she wasn't. We talked about it. She told me it was very unusual that I was talking to so many girls. I thought about and here I am with my thumb in my ass.
