I feel... conflicted now. I use to think I didn't like black women like at all. I told myself that "Black women don't turn me on at all! I am just going to stick to dating non-blacks".
Then a few weeks ago, I met and started dating a black girl and ended up having sex with her last night. I have never cum so hard in my fucking life. I usually cum like a puny two to three dribbled squirts. This time I came 8-9 ROPES of ejaculate. I sprayed from her vagina all the way up to the base her neck. She is like 5 feet and 10 inches tall. Amazing butt, nice stomach. She has like that v-cut thing going on where her abdomen meets her ass hips I guess? Very sexy.
I loved feeling her smooth brown skin and seeing her brown eyes. I feel bad thinking about it because I use to think "Forget black women, I could never like one." and now I am fucking one.
I guess what I am trying to figure out.. What do I do? I kind of feel like an asshole because now I feel conflicted because I thought black women wouldn't turn me on and now I don't know what to feel or think. Picture isn't her but similar body type. Especially in the butt region.
>friday night again >another weekend with no plans >no friends >just going to stay inside again what can i do to change this? i want to be normal and have a social life..
I'm tired ! I have never have a girlfriend , but I really tried , I have nice clothes , I have a good attitude but I just can't get any girlfriend ... I'm very tired even I am seriously thinking about suicide. :c :c
I guess... he thinks I am dumb? Is that it? We're in the same very small field so maybe I should just ignore him?
There's 10 of us grad students and we all get along, and then there's Mike who's really friendly with everyone but pretty much ignores me. Unless we're at the pub, then he always smiles/hugs me and its weird because it's like he's insisted on never looking at me ever unless he's drunk. Even when i speak to him he sort of looks..not really at me, and if I'm sitting across from him he just looks uncomfortable. Except for one time I caught him staring at me but he just looked away. I mean I am considered attractive but...is that it?
We've shown each other our thesis/work and everyone else, seems to have no problem with what i'm doing and thinks its really interesting/different but he has zero reaction besides shrugging. And he tries to correct me on things that I have done succesfully before by saying its not really possible. What?
I mean ok, I'm an idiot when I talk about anything pretty much because autism?/nerves so I try not to talk too much but I get good responses to my papers. But everyone else doesnt seem to have a problem with me so I'm confused.
Hey adv. I'm 19 undocumented. I met the love of my life she's 21. We have been dating for a year. She moved in with my mom and I 6 months ago. Things are good. However, due to my status paying for college is hard. Having a good job is hard and my mom is having a lot of money problems because she works 2 minimum wage jobs.
My gf proposed to getting married to speed up things. At first I hesitated because marriage is sacred for me but I've come to realize this woman is everything to me and I've become everything for her.
We are getting married next friday. How will her financial aid change? How about mine? What are the cons and pros of doing this?
Shes getting everything paid by the goVT cause she used to live with her abusive mom who's currently filing as divorced but got back together with her dad.
1. Party with my friends tonight. Getting high and playing video games. 2. Go to dinner with older members of my family for my grandfather's birthday. Rather boring.
I can only do one. Do I have fun and actually take advantage of a rare opportunity to enjoy myself or do I go to dinner because I feel obligated to do so despite not at all wanting to?