>>16382860Speaking as somebody who cut for years and years, well into their 20s, stop now.
Sit and suffer instead. I know that sounds insane, and the worst thing possible, but all you're doing right now is escaping. You're refusing to deal with the situation at hand and disfiguring yourself.
You learn to deal with yourself right now, how to handle those emotions, nothing life throws at you later will make you blink. You'll be the person everybody else looks up to because of how on top of your shit you'll be. You have a god damn Green Beret emotional training ground here, don't throw it away.