>>16383873>>16383830All of this. I spent a long time sitting in my room thinking about all the shit people were doing together and it really fucked me up.
Go out. Doesn't matter what you do. Buy yourself a meal, go grocery shopping, take a class. Take a walk. Think about something you wanted to do as a kid and look around for a class for it. Fuck, I might be taking a crocheting class later this week.
You can also check
coursehorse.com if you're in NYC, LA, or Chicago for some courses.
Meetup.com for group activities.
In the end, you may find friends like this. When I was extremely desperate to find another person to connect with, I failed to find anyone to become friends with. Now, I have a few friends I see once in a while. Enjoy being by yourself before enjoying yourself with others.