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Met a year ago, hit it off and things progressed from there.
I was there for her through so much shit she was dealing with at the time when me and her met. She had problems at home, had been kicked out and she was suffering from depression and regularly self harmed. I always did my best to support her.
I found out in June that she had slept with another guy behind my back during one drunken night. I remember the night because she called me at 6am when she got home, she was really drunk. At the time I had no idea she slept with someone else and even when I was angry with her because of it she even said "It's not like I slept with someone, is it?". I found out about her cheating after going through her messages on FB.
I cut her off after finding out about her cheating. She contacted me a week later and apologized. Even cried and told me she realized what a mistake she had made and told me she loved me. Stupidly, I forgave her because despite everything I still loved her.
2 weeks later he called me when she got home from work one night and told me "things aren't working". I reluctantly agreed to remain friends. We'd still talk everyday, hangout and we were even fwb on and off.
She seems to have made new friends. She began calling me less and since the cheating I had been drinking regularly. I've been really struggling and I told her it's best we go separate ways because it's too hard being friends and it prevents me from moving on. She cried and asked me not to, which made me feel guilty and she told me "therapy is pointless" if I go.
However two days later I saw she was talking to an ex. Angrily I messaged her and told we're done. We got into an argument, she called me pathetic and other shit, I brought up her cheating and then I blocked her off everything.
1 of the things she said in the texts was "I only stayed with u cos I felt sorry for u"
I'm really missing her now, it's been 3 days but I still love her. I'm so tempted to message her and apologize :(
I was there for her through so much shit she was dealing with at the time when me and her met. She had problems at home, had been kicked out and she was suffering from depression and regularly self harmed. I always did my best to support her.
I found out in June that she had slept with another guy behind my back during one drunken night. I remember the night because she called me at 6am when she got home, she was really drunk. At the time I had no idea she slept with someone else and even when I was angry with her because of it she even said "It's not like I slept with someone, is it?". I found out about her cheating after going through her messages on FB.
I cut her off after finding out about her cheating. She contacted me a week later and apologized. Even cried and told me she realized what a mistake she had made and told me she loved me. Stupidly, I forgave her because despite everything I still loved her.
2 weeks later he called me when she got home from work one night and told me "things aren't working". I reluctantly agreed to remain friends. We'd still talk everyday, hangout and we were even fwb on and off.
She seems to have made new friends. She began calling me less and since the cheating I had been drinking regularly. I've been really struggling and I told her it's best we go separate ways because it's too hard being friends and it prevents me from moving on. She cried and asked me not to, which made me feel guilty and she told me "therapy is pointless" if I go.
However two days later I saw she was talking to an ex. Angrily I messaged her and told we're done. We got into an argument, she called me pathetic and other shit, I brought up her cheating and then I blocked her off everything.
1 of the things she said in the texts was "I only stayed with u cos I felt sorry for u"
I'm really missing her now, it's been 3 days but I still love her. I'm so tempted to message her and apologize :(
