It's been two years since we've last spoken to each other, but whenever my mind wanders, it always goes back to him. He was a compulsive liar and a narcissistic sociopath and did things with his ex behind my back, but if I ignore all of this (which I can't help but do since it's been so long) he was my actual dream boy. We related on so many levels and I've yet to find that kind of connection with anyone else. Please help. I don't want to be hungover this type of person anymore, but something keeps drawing me back to him and I just can't figure out what it is.