Right so, long story short.
-in ldr with amazing guy
-was supposed to see amazing guy in September but I fell ill
-had an argument but we sorted it out
-communication kinda died a bit because my pc died and I tried to fix my laptop but it's acting up
-family problems and financial issues but I tried to work it out
-amazing guy says I need to be more open and talk about my problems but whenever I do he just tells me not to think about it, not to let it bother me and to stay positive
-now he wants a break from me because he feels he comes second and now I don't have anyone... I'm completely alone with everything but he's been understanding and patience..

I'm kinda lost..