Morning /adv/

I wanted to ask, how does one go about finding that feeling of discovery you had as a child again. There was a time when I'd wake up and everything was exciting, I had all the ability to do anything I wanted, The world seemed so vast and full of potential. and then I got older. And with the years came the responsibilities, the let downs, the road blocks, the knowledge. and suddenly I just can't seem to get excited for anything anymore.

I'll wake up dreading the fact that i'll be at work within an hour or two, i'll get out, 8 hours later, tired, and not up to much. and then I'll just fight myself being tired, because I know tomorrow will be the same.

Is there at all anyway where I can somehow, ditch this pessimism that's invaded me now. That somehow I can believe again that i'm destined for something greater than a dead end job, and sleep. Feeling honest goodness happy about being alive, and getting genuine excitement for things again.

Would therapy help? I fear i've become 70% apathetic, 20% delusional and 10% forfeit.

When did the world lose its colors, and how does one get them back