I'm a grill and I've been in and out of love with this male friend of mine for past two or three years. It's a particulary shitty situation because at some point of our friendship, two years ago or so, I confessed and it didn't go well. But he's a really clingy friend and wants to be with me forever. I really don't know what to do, I hit 'in love' phrase again and I don't know what to do.