The girl of my dreams that I've been friends with for a while found out that I liked her. She told me that she only looks at me as a friend but she said that her feelings could change in the future. That was a while ago. Just recently, as in last night, we had a long talk and she finally said that she doesnt think her feelings could ever change for me. I tried my best to play it off. Ugh I feel like an utter loser. I don't know whether to give up or to keep trying just in case a miracle happens and her feelings do change even though she said they wont. I dont know what to do with my pathetic self.

Yeah that picture is being used ironically.