So /adv/ my life is wasting away. I am 28 and I have no hobbies, I have no desires, I have no hopes or dreams. I just go to work, eat, sleep, and browse the internet. I don’t have friends anymore so I don’t go outside except to go to work. I’ve never been in a relationship and frankly I don’t understand how they work or how I would enter a relationship. The few times I’ve tried, they’ve ended within three weeks – I assume because I am too autistic to know what to do in a relationship. I’ve been very, very unhappy with my life for two years now and I don’t know what to do. How do I get something I “want” to do? I have been on various antidepressants since age 12 My dog got cancer, my grandma had a heart attack, my friend commit suicide, and my mom broke her back this year. . . Is this just how life is? Do you just work and work and do nothing until you get old? Is this it?

Any serious /adv/ is welcome.