I hooked up with a girl cause she reminded me of my ex girlfriend who broke my heart... well the girl I hooked up with is now pregnant. I feel sick that this childs creation is based on me missing my ex and banging someone that looked like her... I feel like shitty person. The girl who is pregnant hates me cause I asked her to get an abortion. She wants the child but I cant imagine being part of its life knowing everything I know about how it was created....

What should I do?