>Be me, young, impressionable beta white man
> Go to Uni to educate myself; get money
> Roommate leaves; get new roommate
> Roommate happens to be black
> Roommate happens to be asshole
> Became disdainful of black people because of this
> Semester ends, return home
> Get job at Mcdonald's
> Most co-workers happen to be Mexican
> Most co-workers happen to be assholes
> Unfavorable experiences turn me into an asshole
> Start browsing Pol and Stormfag sites
> Echo chamber for frustrations intensifies
> Become involved in the culture
> Associate with literal Nazi's
> People think mixed people and gays should die by oven.
> Meanwhile, IRL, I switch Unis.
> Roommate happens to be Brazilian
> Roommate is nice, respectful, and clean
> Meet other people, enjoy time here
> Meet other minorities,nice, respectful and polite
> Become more religious
> Realize I painted them all with the same brush
> Realize I'm consorting with evil
> In too deep now, literally just was a guest on a Stormfag podcast
> Disgusted with myself

How do I get out this mess? Do I bother explaining or should I just uproot everything and run while I still have decency? The only reason I hesitate is because I still retain some conservative views that I share with these people and I can't stand the thought these people would hate me just for a different viewpoint, but I know they will.