>>16387240This is all there is, and I honestly think it's pretty nice. I don't have much money, few friends, haven't gotten laid in a long time, but life is still pretty good. Maybe because I base my happiness on who I am as a person and not by how much physical pleasure I can feel or girls I can fuck or things I can buy or fun I can have. I honestly believe that makes a big difference.
Tomorrow I'm going to help my family throw a party for the neighborhood. It will be loud and messy and long and I won't know anybody and I have to drive all the way back to my hometown, but I'm going to do it because I like to help and be of service to people and I feel more satisfied with my life the more I give to help others. I don't even know where I'm going with this but life is yours to be enjoyed, so bring joy to others and you'll feel happier in yourself.
