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>be me
>19 yo
>stuttering since I was little (was bullied for it in school)
>never had gf
>2/10 ugly ginger
>dropped out of highschool due depression
>Alone.have no irl friends,just few online
>mom threatening to kick me out if I don't find a job


I keep telling myself its gonna be alright,but it wont.I know it.I have no future.
If i kill myself now noone would cry because im useless for my family..but im afraid that I will survive and my life is gonna be even worse than before.
Im from eastern europe so its almost impossible to have a gun.

How do I kill myself fast and painless?