I've been told by people not only on here but in real life that I have symptoms of depression and I want to be normal again but I don't know where to go or talk to. I live with my parents, I told them I feel depressed a year ago and they said they don't want me to get diagnosed because 3 other people in my house are diagnosed with it and they don't want another person diagnosed with it. I just have the doctor my parents used to send me to, I'm 18 and could make an appointment but I don't think I could pay for it