>Be me two years ago
>Be 17
>Get into a long distance relationship with a wonderful woman at the time.
>Month goes by and find father goes to the hospital, no big deal
>Two weeks later he has chronic fibrosis and is dying
>Girlfriend goes to a convention in my lowest moment
>The guy is there to pick her up at 3 in the morning, so I'm a bit suspicious but I just say it's my gut
>She comes back and I'm actually happy for once
>Week later my father dies
>Everyone in my family gets to cry except for me
>Mother had passed away when I was 2 years old so it was just me, my brother, aunt, uncle, and grandmother
>Family whispering how I'm going to have to go across the country with brother
>Get angry and move in with best friend
>Other friends online are saying she cheated at the convention, but I don't believe them and push them away
>Fast forward a year and a half
>living with girlfriend, have a job, things are nice
>Find out she did cheat on me at the convention
>Forgive her but have always been sad even being around her
I think this has been the breaking point for me, so someone please tell me why I should even go on. My life has been so fucking shitty, and I just want it to stop. I'm so tired of trusting and being broken, I just want to find some relief in this fucking world.
TLDR; Dad died and GF cheated, want to kill myself