Hey adv,
So I'm a crazy hot fag fag and am used to 'straight' guys wanting to get with me or whatever. Problem is I always end up basically falling in love with them or some shit and end up scaring them off and irreparably damage any chance of friendship or otherwise.
So anywho this new fella I'd insanely attractive, just my type, flirts with me all night long, we end up both very wasted and I end up trying to kiss him. He pulls away at the last minute and says "Sorry, I'm not guuuauauauauauuuuueeeuuu...?" as in, he doesn't actually say the word GAY for whatever reason but regardless I just say OK no worries so we continue hanging out and have a magical gay old time and I basically tell myself 'ok he's not interested, he flat out told me no worries'.

Anywho ever since he's been liking my profile pictures and stuff, and I'm pretty sure he misses me, plus a few of my friends and his own ex-girlfriend seem to approve of this 'friendship' and are constantly trying to get us at the same parties and stuff, which is strange coz in general they try to direct me away from 'straight' guys coz it always ends up messy.

But I've been avoiding him and it seems as if he misses me too, and I'm starting to miss him more and more. I'm trying to keep my feelings as platonic as possible but as the days go by I just start looking at all his Facebook photos and stuff and think about his beautiful blue eyes before I just say STOP IT! but this is getting tiring. Am I just setting myself up for another world of heartbreak, anon? Why do I get the feeling that he has a little crush on me, as I do him?
I simply cannot have my heart broken again it's hurts too bad... Any advice would be great...

Thanks anon