So,, hey... First-timer here and I'm not sure this is the right thread or right place to ask such a thing but-- I'm very self-conscious. I used to not care so much about the way i looked, until just 2 months prior when me and my boyfriend became a couple. He's FtM and very, very pretty. I don't just say that cause I love him; it's a fact. He's tall and slender and curvy in all the right places. He's cute and basically what you might call conventionally attractive. While I guess I shouldn't be the one judging my own appearance, I'm most definitely certain that I am not conventionally attractive and the fact that he is bothers me? It's terrible to feel like that, I know, but I just can't help myself from being jealous of my own boyfriend...
He's very reassuring most of the time, but I know talking about it wears him down because no matter how many times he tells me I'm pretty, I still don't believe him because since he loves me, he's biased.
I've also talked about this with my psychologist, and he says that I'm not ugly, and there's no reason for him to lie, but I'm still not convinced. So he said that the only way I'd believe I was pretty was if some random people I don't know saw my picture, and told me whether I'm pretty or not.
This is what I'm gonna do now, for better or worse, because I'm running all out of options. Hell, I even envy the girls who get catcalled! Supposedly, that's a bad thing, but if someone were to catcall me for some reason, I'd genuienly take it as a compliment...
I've cried about the way I look and how I think it's unfair that I can't be conventionally attractive etc. but this time I'm asking you, 4chan;

Am I conventionally attractive, or just... am I attractive in general?
If you see any faults in my features, then please let me know what it is and I might fix them some time in the future.

One more thing: I know this is a risky community to ask sensitive stuff on, but... Please, be honest with me. Not brutal maybe, but just honest.