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I miss her a lot

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hey /adv/

My ex broke up with me 2 months ago. I've been dropping in and out of depression spirals and I can't seem to plateau, i.e. come to a place where I'm completely over her. This is our story.

>be me, male, 20yo. kissless virgin.
>early 2013, message a girl on reddit (yes I know, please don't berate me about it) and start talking to her about a photo she'd

uploaded.
>hugely similar interests, likes/dislikes. doesn't drink or go clubbing. reads books and is into gaming.
>live in the same city, 40km apart. go to uni 6km from each other. doing the same degree.
>she has a bf of about 3 years. the guy's a beta, literally lucked out on getting together with her. been cruising together for 3

years.
>keep talking throughout the year, eventually add on facebook in early 2014.
>she goes to europe with bf in july '14. brings me back a present, authentic swiss army knife with my name engraved.
>all my life I've been semi robot, I literally cannot contain my happiness.
>sept-nov '14 she starts having issues with bf, they start drifting, he has issues because she's meeting up with me for lunch
>(I can understand his concerns, I wouldn't want to be cucked either).
>december '14 she tells me she's really into me but needs to decide.
>I tell her I'm here for her either way, she's changed my life.
>21st of december 2014 she kissed me on a park bench in the city.
>22nd of december 2014 she breaks up with her bf.
>she's my first gf.
>she tells me that we will always work things out, that she believes in fixing things.
>we go out, I introduce her to my friends.
>they all love her.
>she never really had friends so she loved me for introducing me to new people (this is important for later).
>our love literally grows by the second.
>I introduce her to some fancy alcoholic drinks.
>she loves them, can't get enough.
>go clubbing a bit too, she likes it as well.
>she leaves for 2 weeks for a graduate training role in a city 700km away, feb of '15.
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