Hi /adv/

I have a question about meds.

I have been diagnosed with Dysthymia and with ADD.

I cant fucking motivate myself to do anything nor concentrate on anything.
They want me to decide if i want to try Ritalin, Or an SSRI..
Since they can't really figure out if the problem is dysthymia or ADD..

Everyday feels like a fucking terrible day, every day i drive to work hoping i get in a car crash etc.

I have no clue which medicine i should take, anyone here who can give me some advice or input in what to do?