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Quoted By: >>16394050
>be me
>aged 13/14
>join a swimming club in a neighbouring city
>i was very depressed because i am gay
>thought about suicide a lot
>i met another boy at the club
>we'll call him "x"
>we didn't hit it off, just small talk here and there
>fast forward to summer
>my dad and x's dad decided we should train together over the summer since the club was closed.
>we did
>i grew very attached to him
>i was still very depressed but never around him
>the training worked, we were the best swimmers in the club
>the coach was really proud
>soon after, x missed a lot of time due to illness
>he lost interest in swimming after that
>so did i
>we still did training but we didn't try as hard
>fast forward a year
>we were drafted onto the swim team for a competition that was coming up
>we were reluctant to go but we did for old time sakes
>decide to tell him about how i feel
>after the competition we are on the bus alone waiting for the rest of the team
>hereitgoes.jpg
>"i'm gay"
>"there's nothing wrong with that anon"
>"i also have feelings for you x"
>he kept talking to me for the rest of the bus ride home but not after that
>decide to tell my shrink
>he asks for x's age
>x is just below the age of consent and i'm just above
>shrink see's my coming out to x as a sexual advancement
>tells me he's gonna call child protective services
>my life is turned upside down
>stayed at home
>parents didn't talk to me
>i get a call from the shrink
>he apologises and says i didn't cross the line
>thankfuck.png
>my dad brings me back to swimming
>tried to forget about x and start over
>after training x walks up behind me at a urinal
>"i'm very sorry anon"
>i told him what happened on my side
>he felt awful
>we patched things up and we were as close as before
>he was straight but i was still happy with being his friend
>we talked everyday
>i kept him company on playstation network for most of the summer
(Cont 1/2)
>aged 13/14
>join a swimming club in a neighbouring city
>i was very depressed because i am gay
>thought about suicide a lot
>i met another boy at the club
>we'll call him "x"
>we didn't hit it off, just small talk here and there
>fast forward to summer
>my dad and x's dad decided we should train together over the summer since the club was closed.
>we did
>i grew very attached to him
>i was still very depressed but never around him
>the training worked, we were the best swimmers in the club
>the coach was really proud
>soon after, x missed a lot of time due to illness
>he lost interest in swimming after that
>so did i
>we still did training but we didn't try as hard
>fast forward a year
>we were drafted onto the swim team for a competition that was coming up
>we were reluctant to go but we did for old time sakes
>decide to tell him about how i feel
>after the competition we are on the bus alone waiting for the rest of the team
>hereitgoes.jpg
>"i'm gay"
>"there's nothing wrong with that anon"
>"i also have feelings for you x"
>he kept talking to me for the rest of the bus ride home but not after that
>decide to tell my shrink
>he asks for x's age
>x is just below the age of consent and i'm just above
>shrink see's my coming out to x as a sexual advancement
>tells me he's gonna call child protective services
>my life is turned upside down
>stayed at home
>parents didn't talk to me
>i get a call from the shrink
>he apologises and says i didn't cross the line
>thankfuck.png
>my dad brings me back to swimming
>tried to forget about x and start over
>after training x walks up behind me at a urinal
>"i'm very sorry anon"
>i told him what happened on my side
>he felt awful
>we patched things up and we were as close as before
>he was straight but i was still happy with being his friend
>we talked everyday
>i kept him company on playstation network for most of the summer
(Cont 1/2)
