I know this is probabily MUCH even for a board that is about advice but it's worth asking, I think.

Here's my problem: I want to create something, something great, I have entire streams of ideas in my mind, great ideas, very beautiful, but everytime I try to make them reality, they aren't anything good, and it's not just me being a perfectionist, they are actually bad.

Every time I tried to do something it was always just something my closest friend could appreciate, not something really good, they could enjoy it just because it was mine and I am pretty respected, but in the end, we all know that my stuff isn't nothing great actually.

I tried making a game, I tried writing, I tried making a D&D campain, it all failed, nothing never got complete, and the last one internally killed me, I had to delete it like the others, but in a totally worse way, since it seems that I had people play it just because it was mine and there was nothing better to do, but if they got the chance they would do something else, since they responded very badly whe they knew there were more to come (Someone actually said that would preferred staying home).

Well, now I am here thinking about having a miserable, meaningless existence.

Help me, /adv/.

And sorry if this text is confused or not correct enough but I'm not in great conditions and English is not my native language.