What do I do? IMe and my gf broke up 2 years ago but its all I think about. Before we broke up I put her nudes online and it became my new fetish to show her off. After that she got 2 boyfriends and even lived with one of them and I've barely talked to a girl since.

Our relationship is completely fucked but I think about every second idk what to do. I've never wanted a gf back before really.