>be me, 18 year old guy in uni
>been good friends with this chick, she's pretty socially retarded but is great once you get to know her
>have had a feeling she's been crushing on me for a while now
>she comes from a great family, goes to one of the best universities in the country in a program for getting her master's in chemistry in 5 years
>she plans to get a PhD after too, she's super studious so I expect she'll succeed in her studies
>she is extremely kind and motherly, has no mental issues, and has always been here for me during shit times
>I returned the favor, always was there, during her parents' divorce she confided in me, called me during the night, etc.
>she announced she's been had a massive crush me for the past two years

I'm not attracted to her

>tfw not attracted to a girl with no flaws

I told her that currently because of distance (my uni is a couple hours from hers) I don't think we should get in anything serious, but if destiny happens to put us close together at some point we should give it a shot

>tfw I know I'll never fall in love with her completely, and feel like we will never be fully "connected" like other relationships I've been in have been.

what do?