I lost my ex girlfriend/best friend and now I am alone in the world. I have nobody in the world to talk to about anything. No friends, no concerned family, nothing. I just sit and I die. I know deep down that I will never be in love again and I know that because of my personality I will never make any friends. What very little family I do have couldn't give a fuck if I died and I mean that.

My only ray of hope is if I can get this girl back and that seems like an impossibility.

Do I kill myself now?