I tend to keep cool as if I have my shit together it's hard. I'm doing well. But when I have those days where I'm not feeling my best probably once a day every other week, I call up my girlfriend and we chill. We hang out weekly regardless.

I don't mention my problems to her deep or anything. I feel like I shouldn't need to do that relying on her. I feel like swearing and pushing her away. She looks up to me sometimes. It's just something about her that calms me down even though she's a flat chested and childish.

How the hell do I become stronger? Is she making me weak?