>be me
>20-ish yo
>female looking guy
>could shave legs and arms and be a trap
>a bit insecure
>a bit awkward
>mental identity = flower
>cant find a gf because im no masculine and manly and i wont settle for 5-6/10 since:
>im smart
>marginal interests like philosophy and math
>im almost model-looking
>4-th year math major
>yet:
>i like anime and computer games

whats the problem with me and should i turn gay. i dont even like boys but it seems like ill never find an intelligent good looking girl who would like me the way i am

(p.s. i tried
p.p.s i tried a lot, i mean it)