I am 25 and never had sex. I don't think I am a bad guy but I feel like a shitty person. For example.. today I saw a girl who I think is pretty. She I think is.. black or east indian or something. Very pretty smile and her butt is like.. amazing. Anyway, first thought in my mind? "I would fuck her until her fucking HEAD pops off." That was my first thought. Then I thought "okay.. we can't talk to her, it would be too creepy."

The last thought I had about her "I would fuck her ass so hard she wouldn't SHIT RIGHT FOR A MONTH!"

I kind of hate my mind because I actually like to get to know women but my penis is like always on. I want to grope women, I want to lick them, I want to feel them.

Am I a terrible person? Help me understand?