>>16399209>>16399209idk anon im in the same boat. my dad died on april 31st.
I just try and think happy things as much as possible, and focus on the future. Cause right now sucks ass, but if I can just exist through this and get to the other side things can turn out better.
Good luck yo. I haven't been super great at my own advice lately but i try you know? It helps me panic less at least