I might be about to commit a murder. I know it sounds bad, but I have my reasons and I would like you to tell me any flaws in my plan or to try to convince me to not do it.

To understand why I have to kill this guy, let's call him J, I have to give you a little context. After I graduated school I studied 5 years in a university and simultaneously 4 years in an institute. Unfortunaly, I haven't had much luck finding a job related to what I studied. After a few years looking and working in shit jobs, some people recommended me another kind of job that might use my abilities. To take this job I have to take a course for it, so I paid a lot of money to take that course. One day, almost at the end of the course, I found out we had a meeting this day. I asked where they got that information, why I didn't know anything about it. Turns out J was sending everyone emails about the meeting and what documents we need for that meeting. I asked him why I didn't receive anything and he said that he just didn't see my name in the email list. I gave him my email again and he said he was going to send me the list of documents I need. He didn't. Everyday he came up with an excuse to why he didn't. When he finally did it, it was the last day of the course and when I applied to the job he said that I couldn't apply now because it's too late. Even if it was his fault that it's late. I didn't get that job, but I kept looking and could get a job by my own later, but that didn't last. And now, last week, we had another meeting to apply again and this time I'm ready. The meeting was great, but I have a little problem, J has the last word on this and he decides now who can go to the second meeting. The meeting is thursday and I haven't received any emails or phone calls. If I lose another job because of this guy, I'm seriously going to kill him.

I'll explain my plan in the next post.