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meaninglessness

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How do I get over the fact that literally nothing matters at all and theres no afterlife at all and shit? It keeps me from wanting to do anything and from being a good person.
>dad always asks me for help doing something
>say no because literally nothing matters and I'd prefer to just do what I want instead
In anime people are in love and are happy and that gives one another a reason to go on, but I don't & will never have anything like that.

Part of me wants to join the army and become a big strong man like my great grandfather was (he fought in WW1 trenches and survived despite getting shot 3 times) but I've got no motivation to do so because everything is meaningless.

>inb4: babbys first existential crisis