just realized my gf is actually kind of ugly. been together for almost 2 years but ive been completely infatuated with her this whole time. now I've realized she's pretty haggard i feel ashamed to have been with her looking like that. i love her so much but i feel the pain when i realize people judge us as a couple and she is not up to par. how do i get over this? i feel like the honeymoon attraction is done and maybe now im seeing the real deal but i don't want things to change and i feel bad for just now coming to this conclusion, will i start to resent her for this? i'm scared