>>16401857Not him, but I'm a math major and I feel extremely insecure about my math, mostly because I'm not that good at it. I'm a junior now, but I've always been surrounded by people that are ridiculously good at math and during lectures I just feel like my professor is speaking another language even when I've read the textbook in advance. And I go in for office hours all the time with the professor and try everything. I struggle with it and it just makes me feel worse and worse to the point where I don't pass tests anymore, so I'm essentially just getting by despite working my hardest to understand everything and studying.
And as far as tutors, there aren't any for the courses I'm taking, which are admittedly pretty advanced and that's part of the problem, but now even taking classes that should be "at my level" as a junior, I'm fucking up because I took a bunch of stuff way over my head sophomore year and didn't retain everything from before that time in a linear order that would allow me to succeed at this level.
I love doing math, but am absolutely terrible at it and have way more sympathy for people who feel this way now.
>>16401039My situation was like this, tried my best and got an F. Now it's happening again even though this time the classes aren't above my level.