I don't know anymore, /adv/.

There just doesn't seem to be a reason for me to bother with... anything.
I'm poor and crippled.
My family doesn't give half a shit anymore.
I have literally no friends, or even close acquaintances.
I've never been in anything even close to a romantic relationship.
Nothing holds my interest any longer.
I find no purpose in doing anything, to the point where I've shirked many responsibilities lately, and will be in deep shit soon enough.

I know I could fix it. There are ways.
But why should I?

Why should I try, put in all this effort, to achieve nothing but find a new way to force myself to live a shitty life devoid of even a single person who gives a fuck about me, knowing that I'll achieve nothing, die alone, and be forgotten within a single generation?