>that feel when having ongoing casual relationships with 5 girls and 2 gay boys

is this kind of lifestyle fucked up for a man to live? I used to dream of having a life like this, used to be really confused about my sexual orientation until i concluded i was bi, spent plenty of time meeting people and gaining social skills, working on myself to be able to build these relationships. I can pretty much choose gay men of my type, they'll willfully offer themselves to me as soon as I say hello to them most of the time. Women usually take more work, but it's not unusual for me to get 3 women's numbers in one day. I've been blessed with a large penis, that often impresses people. But now that it's at my fingertips I'm starting to wonder, is it fucked up to live like this? I started writing down notes about my partners to try and keep track of their work schedules and such, make sure I know when they'll be available when i'm free. You only get to be young and attractive for a short time in your life, right?