I just ended a two year relationship last night. I worked my ass off working two jobs every single day to make sure we had our bills paid (rent, emergency room, etc.) while she stayed in the apartment and "looked for a job" for a year and a half. Then she claimed that she fell out of love with me because I neglected her. She fell out of love a month and a half ago and strung me along to milk as much as she could out of me. We broke up a week ago, but I begged her to give it one last chance. I poured my heart and soul into that girl and gave her 200% while she barely even tried. I deserved better. After I broke up with her, I immediately felt my stress and anxiety leave my body. I'm helping separate our belongs when I get off work from my first job. I feel like it will hit me that she's really gone when I wake up and realize she's not there. I know it's for the better, but how do you move on after you've spent so much time and effort loving someone?