I'm not feeling so hot.

I've been aware of this for a while, but today, when I had my best friend of like five years spell it out for me, the realization that I'm not passionate about anything, despite being a college freshman going for his Bachelors with a supposed degree in mind.

What the fuck do do I gotta do to get out of this rut? I've been living in a shell myself for as long as I can remember with no real reason to leave the shell. I'm a beta, I'm a pleb, might as well be a god damn basement dweller.

Are there any good motivators to get me somewhere? I have the tools, but I just don't know where to take a first step into.

inb4 an hero, that's never been an option and I don't see it being one.