Fuck, do we just live to die?
Life is quite meanlingless, if you're an average betamale in this world.

A lot of people realize this and kill themselves.
On of my relatives recently..

Maybe i should just do the same at some point.

I mean, am i just going to keep going back and forth between my job and my tiny little 23 square meter apartment for the next 10.. 20 years?

Is that life?

I have college degree now, and shit, is this what i worked so hard for? To become a lonely gray corporate slave, making money for others?

I might as well have keept dvelling in my basement instead of making efforts, lifting weights and studdying hard.