I don't know what to do with this girl right now.

We started sleeping together a few months ago, ended up liking each other, talking constantly, I'm at her house most of the time, sleeping there and all that. We had started the unveiling process of really getting to know each other, we both acknowledge a special connection despite us both being pretty damaged. Basically, I was on the verge of falling for her before our contact ceased.

It's been a month since I've seen her now with hardly any talking. She's been having a really hard time in her life, her grandfather is unwell and she has been extremely ill, so she's been telling me. There was one time a few days ago where she said she needed me to be there right then, but I was fucking hammered and could not drive, and she was really upset. this whole time now I've been asking if I can see her every day, but she always says no...but won't cut contact completely or tell me to leave her alone or that she isn't interested or anything like that.

I don't know what the fuck to do, I'm just a mess at this point. I want to be with her, I want to be there for her, but she's pushing me away and I don't exactly understand why. I feel heartbroken.

I'm trying to give her her space to do her thing and figure shit out, but at the same time I need her to know that I haven't forgotten about her and I'm not planning on bailing on her because things are rough right now. Please help me out here.