How do I deal with the immediate sensation of being a fuckup? I made a mistake, didn't attend more classes than allowed, so it's very likely I'll fail the course. I know that this can be solved over the next semester, that 4 months isn't much, etc, etc. But I still feel like an absolute fuckup, it's not even certain that I'll fail the class (though it's likely) and I arrived home to down a 750ml bottle of whisky, and I'm halfway through the second, because it kind of helps with the anxiety.
I'm pissed off because I'll have to tell friends, parents (who pay for college), etc, etc. I feel like a fraud and a fuckup by not doing the bare minimum that is expected of me.