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>bpd
>bipolar
>loves friends and family deeply
>then i hate friends and family deeply
>treat them like shit
>led to some terrible things being done by me
>can't hold a job because focus is non existant and fight with my bosses and coworkers
>feel like shit about it, contemplating suicide

I've tried therapy and medication, which has helped me numb my pain and emotions a bit, but ultimately, I don't believe that I can truly change.
How do I believe in myself?