>>16404368heroin wasn't entirely a joke even.
It's also to see whether OP is having babby's first existential crisis, or really wanting to die. Like the first ones response would be "wtf i don't wanna do that, my mommy won't like!" but if you wanna die you'd be "yeah let's have one nice experience before i go" or "that'd be painless"
Actually if you want to die, that experience alone may let you live because you want moar, perhaps long enough to be saved.
especially cause there's like 5 of the same threads at the same time, unless it's just begging for attention, OP could have joined another one.