>>16406560I've changed a lot.
During my entire life i've felt bad because i didn't progress in school like other kids.
I became obessed with being perfect. If i couldn't be perfect i gave up.
Now eventually after years of fail, i have my engineering degree despite that i can't do math for shit, and that i learned how to almost spell in fucking 8th grade.
I've worked hard on a lot of things, but life always comes back and hits you in some other way when you think you got it all figured out.
I've had this girl problem for some 20 years, and despite my attempts it hasn't solved itself yet.
It's college, it took me 8 years to get through, because im retared but i had to do it anyway somehow.
Maybe i'll get there with relationsips eventually but i don't know.
I've also been bullied a bit in school, but i don't think it was the worst thing. I had a lot of luck that i ened up in a relativley good class, and had people who supported me despite being what i am.
