I entered the workforce a few years ago, and have had a hard time maintaining a job for more than a year, which has given me great anxiety that I'm inadequate. I've been at my current job almost 4 months, and I'm getting transferred to a new job within the same company. I think this is a great opportunity for me to restart and apply the skills needed to keep this job for over a year, because I know now the reasons why I lost the others and at this point if I just apply myself I can keep this.

My worst fear is that I'll become NEET living off guvment. I hate that idea, and luckily I've only had my parents pay for my security deposit on an apartment I got last year, besides that I'm pretty much independent. So if I can keep this job, I will truly feel confident and independent.

Any tips appreciated, or if anyone wants to discuss feelings similar I am always up for that. I am a very introvert, aspie motherfucker so I know the fear very well, that fear that you may never fit into society.