I managed to find a job after years of neeting despite being skilless and over 30, and I managed to lose it after a month just like all the jobs I had back when I was 20something.
I was sure I had changed, I've been through depression, social phobia and family shit and managed to pull myself out, but in the end nothing fucking changed, the objective results are always the same. I've heard "I'm sorry but this job is not for you" too many times.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm seriously out of options here. I should just kill myself and put an end to this carousel of failure that is my life