Hi, /adv/, I'm a closet lesbian and I feel a pressure to come out for a sort of funny and stupid reason. My (straight) best friend is one of those REALLY touchy feely girls, she is always hugging me, grabbing my hand, putting her hand on my leg when she's talking to me, that kind of thing. Sometimes when we watch movies she cuddles with me.

Now, I'm not interested in her in a romantic way, she isn't my type, but honestly she is a really attractive person and I admit I like it a lot. I feel really guilty about it, I feel like I'm tricking her because I doubt she would act this intimately with me if she knew I liked girls. Not that she is homophobic or anything, but she might not do this stuff if she knew I was getting off on it, you know? I also feel bad for her boyfriend, who is also a friend of mine.

Basically my question is do I come out to her or should I just try to enjoy it? Specifically straight girls, if your best friend was like me would you want to know?